"A blank mind is actually
rotation. You know, like a red'n yellow striped ball - if it spins fast
enough it seems as though it's orange. I wish I could slow down my so called
train of thought and look carefully at each individual byte on the ol' hard
drive I'm always carrying around inside my head." Trevor looked out the
window for a while. The rain was dancing on the plastic furniture, which was
carelessly left outside to face the rain. "You're so full of shit" said Sam.
"You're so full of shit, you don't even know it - just shut up OK?". The
comment was totally ignored by Trevor: "I mean...think about it. Did you
ever try and ask someone to say a word without hesitating? They can't do it!
They can't fucking do it!" "What word" asked Sam. "What the fuck are you
talking about?" "Any word Sammy!" yelled Trevor "Any fucking word! Their
fuckin' minds are rotating too fuckin' fast to choose a particular word!"
Sam was starting to get pissed: "Shut up Trevor, I'm watching the damn TV
OK? Come watch TV instead of acting all crazy." Trevor's
eyes glazed as he stood there, motionless, for a moment. "Naaah, you switch
channels too fast. That makes me nuts." Trevor looked out the window at the
rain, but that also annoyed him. Rain was just lots of drops of water at the
same time, and he couldn't make out an individual drop, because they had hit
the ground and disappeared before he had time to focus his vision on any of
them. He turned to Sam and said:" That's how the whole fucking planet is
Sam...rotating too fucking fast - that's why we can't see nothing Sam;
that's why there is no fuckin' time to see nothing. "Shut up ya' freakin'
weirdo" screamed Sam. "I'm watching the TV OK? So just shut up! What the
fuck you mean we can't see nothing? You can see me and I can see you right?
Trevor sat back down in his chair and turned it so as he was facing the TV,
and said: "I don't know Sammy...I just don't know." Sam gently slapped
Trevor over the back of the head: "Just shut up OK kid? You're making me
nuts talking all that crazy shit. Just watch the damn TV OK?" "OK..." said
Trevor as he leaned back into the chair. "There's no stopping it anyway."
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